Hello everyone! I would like start this post talking about my week. My week so far has been ok. It has been boring for the most part..lol..I been at home chillin and I’m not used to that..lol..On Sunday, I watched a church service online. The church was Word of Faith Family Cathedral out of Austell, GA. Bishop Dale Bronner ‘s message was “Walking Scared”. He taught from the passage that discussed Peter walking on water (Matt.14:25–33). The pastor covered a lot during his sermon, I wrote a BOOK!! lol!!
In a nutshell his message was about how we should step out and do things even though we are scared. He also talked about fear and gave 10 detriments of fear. One example of a detriment of fear is it (fear) causes us to refuse to embrace change because we are far more concerned about being comfortable than being conformed into the image of Christ. While he was preaching, I thought about Radical7even and how we are stepping out on faith. This experience is so awesome!
Yesterday, my co-worker made me mad. She asked to borrow $20. Last week, I gave her $20. I don’t mind helping ppl out but she always ask me to borrow money. She usually does good with giving me my money back. I never ask her to borrow money. I don’t really ask anyone to borrow money unless its my family and I really need it. Anyway I was upset b/c I’m on a limited budget until I work again..I have to be careful w/ how I spend my money. Long story short, I ended up giving her the money and she promised me she’ll pay me back on Friday.
This week the reality of me being single kicked in..lol..I been doing a lot of thinking since I been sitting at the house. I’ll be taking this summer off from relationships. Idk after the summer how much longer I’ll be taking off for myself. I been reflecting on my relationships and doing a little soul searching. I been dealing w/ things from my current break up and my ex before him.Idk what is going on with me. I’m an emotional wreck. Let’s just say this week has been something else. I’m praying for God to heal me..This week has been rough but I’m hoping as time pass by, it will get easier. I don’t plan on dating until I’m emotionally ready so that will be a while from now. I don’t plan on hanging out w/ the opposite sex unless they are a male friend..lol
P.S. Happy EARLY Mother’s Day to those who are mother’s in HIS and to everyone else’s mothers! lol!